The way it's supposed to be

Is that I'm supposed to be married now. As of around 7:45 pm tonight.

It's pretty weird to think about. So much has changed in the last couple months that I can't even imagine it. Things have been better and better. I've been really happy being me, which is cool, and I've been really looking at today and the future, trusting God and walking with more confidence than I think I've ever had. I think it's the fact that God steered me so strongly when I was on the wrong path. It's given me enough perspective to see all the unrelated bad shit happening just as bad shit, and not signs. But today was weird... it hit me harder than I thought it would, but it's cool. I kinda feel like being sad tonight. It was cool that Andrea remembered, and mentioned Nick and Matt did. No one in my family said anything, but that was probably on purpose. It was a good day to spend with the family, it was cool spending the evening with dad working on the motorcycle. We got my grip heaters installed, so that's cool. We only broke one or two things in the process :D

I start some engineering work on monday. It'll be a little mundane I think. I'll be on one side of Crowchild moving targets, Chris'll be on the other scanning. Fun stuff.

Anyway, enough introspecting.