Weird feeling

I've had the most strange feeling over the last little while. Maybe it just comes with a regular host of high risk activities. It's been like this odd foreboding sort of thing, accompanied with what seems to be a heightened sense of love and appreciation for God and all the good things in my life. It seems quite intense this morning, and was last night too. It made for a wonderful period of prayer last night, but it's weird. We're going whitewater rafting today, and I just have this rock in my gut over it. The water levels are quite big, but smaller than I've done before. Actually, last year I ran the river higher in a kayak, and it was first run of the season, and I didn't bail. This is in a good sized raft with 6 strong paddlers, all experienced in whitewater, and at least two of them have been enough to guide in a pinch. Anyway, my ride is here. If I don't make it back, then the feeling was right and I love you all! (but I'm gonna make it back)