Need to kiss the Blarney Stone

I've been meaning to update, but I haven't been feeling eloquent lately.

It's been a tough couple weeks. Everything is good, but it's been busy and stressful too. Last weekend I went to Devin's cabin. That was awesome... it was just me and his family. Had a great time and stuff, needed the relaxation, but at the same time I was desparately missing Erin.

The week itself was good. I got to hang out with Erin a fair bit, but it was always early nights cuz it was also comin' alive camp. I'm marginally less afraid of kids, but my role was hyping them up in the morning, which I enjoy doing, and it affords me about 3 feet of space from anyone most of the time. It was a great time though. One of my leaders made me a candy box in the craft session, and another leader filled it with candy for me... that was really cool.

This weekend was pretty much 99% meh. Friday I hung out with Erin a bit, but it was a lot of walking around and not much fun (aside from the being with her part, that was awesome). Today she was working, and she works tomorrow, so early night. I should just be thankful for the time I do get to see her, but I'm ready to be married. Not like, ready to get ready for it and all that stuff... just ready to be her husband... it's gonna be a long year.

I've been in a bit of a low and it's making me cranky. I feel terrible, cuz all day I want to be with Erin or talk to her, then I'm snappy when I do. It kills me cuz I just want to be with her and relax and feel better. I gotta figure out what's causing it and move on so I can be easygoing and happy again.

Maybe I should take up my moms offer to buy the ladder and sneak Erin over to the church one of these days ;)